One of those days...

 I guess today is just One of those days. One of those days that Anxiety tries to shake me.... really hard. All because of a stupid jerk on facebook... someone I don't even know. I know, it shouldn't bother me, but now I have a whole new thing to think about and question....

We are moving to CO, ... are the people there going to resent us for moving there because of my reasons? I talked to a family member,... who said no.... 
but I shouldn't give 2 craps about what a stranger thinks. I think sometimes... that's my problem. I care TOO much. Always thinking about others, trying to make sure they are comfortable.... at my own expense most of the time. Either way. 

As you can see, today's post is more rambling than anything. Sometimes getting it off your chest just makes you feel a little better... a little less crazy.

There's so many... "Worries".... the drive out there.... the adjustment,.. the whole Moving my child out there, moving away from my family but being closer to hubby's family..... Will I be able to finally skate again? Coach? Finally lose weight? So much spins in my head it's dizzying. 

Lately, I've been listening to the same songs over and over on youtube of fan mashups of Suicide Squad Songs.... oddly they really relax me. Here's some of them.....

"Mad Hatter" - Youtube   

 "Blood Stream" - Youtube  

"Gangsta" - Youtube   

"Toxic" - Youtube